I’m irritated.

Okay, I'm irritated beyond belief. I am one of those people who reads books over and over again. One reason I re-read books is because I read very quickly, and sometimes in my rush to get to the end and find out what happens, I miss things. So, I read the book again later and can focus on the little things. In July, I think, I bought a book by Nora Roberts, who I LOVE. I love her books because often, she writes series books, most usually a trilogy and I love that I get to read about the same people again. Well, this summer the first book came out in a new series, that's actually going to be four books. This is the Brides Quartet, about four women who run a wedding service. It's a different book, first of all, because of the size and shape. Many of her books are all the same size and shape, and this one is thinner, but a larger book. I'm ready to read it again – and here's the irritation – I CAN'T FIND IT!!!!!! I have gotten out of bed three times looking for that book. I went to Wal-mart today, and almost bought it again, and I just couldn't do it. But I'm still irritated because I can't find my book. I guess I'll just have to get it from the library, I just requested it, but I'm still number three on the list. I'm telling you, I am just so irritated with myself, because I want to read that book and I want to read it NOW. I have a hard time with non-instant gratification, when it comes to books. Maybe it will still turn up.